i can't be around you, because it will cost me too much.
yet, when i'm not there, it just gets worst.
why would you do something like that?
can't you see that there are people around who love you?
it isn't the end of the world, you know.
everyone meets obstacles, and there's no way to escape them, ever.
doing that doesn't change the circumstances.
it only takes you to and from reality within that period.
you can't keep doing this forever.
i feel guilty.
i could be there for you, i could've stopped this.
but i can't.

i can't, i can't, i can't.
why would you do something like that?

why...