I seriously need to improve on self-control.

But then again, i'm kinda depressed now, and i don't feel like studying. :/

I don't really know why i'm "Depressed", i guess i just don't feel at ease right now.

I guess, i'm thinking too much, again.

Emath test on Algebra and Probability tomorrow! Wish me luck ;)

I hope i get above 20 this time round! *fingers crossed*

And oh help, i seriously need birthday ideas!

What am i suppose to do for my birthday?!

And yes, i really need to go shopping soon.

I need ballet flats, i don't have any because mine all wore out last year! :p

I would like a hoodie, the pullover kind -with a hood!-, and preferably it'd be in rose pink colour (:

I would like a lomographic camera (:

Then again, even if i don't get the aforementioned, i'm still a reasonably happy girl, i suppose..

By the way, i suppose if you're reading this post, you've probably noted my birthday on the side-bar of the blog, but if you've seen facebook, you may or may not know that i've removed it. I guess this year, i don't really want people wishing me "happy birthday" on facebook, just because my name appeared under the "events" bar in the right column. I suppose that people who are truly and really my friends, need not look at facebook to remember my birthday. I suppose there are always the some who do Sincerely want to wish me, yet don't know when my birthday is, but people like those...they'll find out one way or another. They don't need facebook to tell them(:

(Prepare to hear my rant now!)

I'm sorry to say, but i actually DON'T LIKE being wished "happy birthday" on facebook.

Especially when people post on your wall and they only type something like "Happy Birthday!" or "Happy Birthday!(:". I mean, really? Did they really care that it was my birthday in the first place? Probably not. Then why do they bother posting such things on my wall? Oh, because i opened facebook, saw her name in my right sidebar under events as a birthday, so i guess, why not? I'll just wish her happy birthday.

Don't lie, i know many people do that. You don't actually know when it's that person's birthday, but because her name appears in the facebook sidebar, you feel slightly compelled to write a simple two words worth of well wishes on her wall. But in actual fact, did you care that it was her birthday? No. Did you really genuinely want to wish her? No. You just wished her because you found out it was her birthday.

And as such, i decided to remove my birthday from facebook.

I don't need my "friends" wishing me on facebook. My real friends will call me up at midnight and text me during the course of the day itself. I don't need my facebook "friends" to wish me. Heck, some of them probably don't even care! I agree though, it IS NICE to receive many wishes on your wall, but then again, if they're not sincere, then, why bother?

I'm not gonna lie. It's true. Sometimes, i wish people on facebook because i feel complied to, and their name in the sidebar of the facebook homepage is staring at me. But i guess sometimes, i really do genuinely want to wish people. So i'm stuck in a dilemma. Post the birthday or not? And i guess, well, i've still got approximately 20 plus days to decide. But oh, the thought of receiving ingenuine wishes just irks me. And also, when i think about it, all those friends who really matter to me, i know their birthday by heart. I don't even need to check my calender.

Kimberly-3rdJune

Grace-20thJuly

Yiling-6thJune

NicoleChin-7thJune

etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

So really, in this age of advanced technologies, everything's becoming more impersonal, and less heartfelt and genuine. I don't like how this is the world of today, yet, what can i do about it?

But then again, it's "Facebook".

So ah, what the heck, this time, i'll just go with the flow~