i feel like changing from blogger to xanga or wordpress.
I'm just saying.

Anyway, onto another topic: Birthday Post
I know, i know, i kept saying how i would make a post about it, but i haven't done so.
No, this isn't the birthday post.

But, i don't feel like writing about it because what happened on the day itself, as well as the remainder of that week, wasn't in a way, the best start to my sixteenth year of life. Really.
Half of me was just being paranoid, but the other half of me cannot forget how terrible that week had seemed. I've inevitably forgiven the people who i believe have hurt me. (As expected). Still though, i'm kind of afraid of putting into words my feelings from that day, and that week.

Maybe...later when i've fully calmed down.

I should start putting happier posts, but it's funny, because i don't really know if anyone ever reads these things anymore. Heh. Also, i've learnt how to store memories in my head, and on tumblr. Oh.

I feel like getting a new blogskin because the current one is really quite annoying. I can't put colours in my post and the italicized and bolded words look quite funny.

I need time for so many things now, but time, is running out.

I can't delete my past, but i can move forward.

I must learn to be a happier girl, and think happier thoughts.

Also, i'm sorry i've neglected my poetry writing skills. I miss writing poetry, but it takes ever so long for me to rephrase my feelings, thoughts and expressions into very complicated words and sentences with awkward verse structures.
(Yes, i usually only write poems about sad and disturbing, or rather angsty and angry emotions, ha.)

Well, studies come first.
I know that now.

Also, ACJC's MASS DANCE VIDEO 2011 is on YouTube. I came across it by accident while searching for a particular tertiary institutions dance video, and from that one video that i viewed, i'm entirely convinced now that by hook or by crook, i definitely must make it to ACJC. I really really really must. Just look at the way everybody is dancing in that video. Seriously. I. Have. To. Become. An. ACJC. Student. AH!

Alright, it ends now.
I'm tired from today's activities.
I will NOT be reviewing my own post to check for spelling and grammatical errors, so have fun spotting them. Haha.

I think i shall start putting more quotes and happy tumblr picture on my blog, and i shall, i WILL, learn to be a happier girl. (: