Red Cross meeting was unusually awkward for me today.
I don't even want to elaborate on it.
I just...UGH AKLJDLJFODJFSLDKFNDLFDKSLFJDLKFJOFJSLKN Eioduew oindv,c jdoifj dlk fmdlkfadajs lkdsjkldsjfdlkfjdkl fjdlkfjd lkJ !
And that's exactly how i felt.

OH, and Ms Hing returned the donation card to me because she said i should try to get more money. DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAKING PAISEH IT FEELS TO DO THIS YEAR AFTER YEAR AFTER YEAR TO THE SAME PEOPLE? sheesh...
I hate those stupid things. Poor kids like me ):

Today wasn't fabulous.
So much was said in so little time, and many things i don't think i'd ever want to hear sufficed.
I feel so upset hearing all those things.

Some ncos feel like the juniors don't respect them.
I don't know.
I know who respects me and who doesn't. I can tell.
I don't expect everyone to respect me, but up to a certain extent, it has to be there.

To a certain extent, i feel dissappointed today.
There was so much that could have gone better.
And i believe in constructive criticism or keeping things to yourself.
A wall is not a sufficient enough barrier, let alone a shard of glass.

Thinking about it, i'm glad i said nought.
"I'm gonna give all my secrets away" ♪

Labels: scrcy