I decided to go swimming after doing about 2 hours of amath.
I went with my siblings (:
And the only reason why i wanted to swim was because i felt fat.
I mean, how stupid is that?
But still, i actually really dislike swimming if i remember correctly... all because of things that happened in the past...
Anyway, i'm not about to digress into that, because today, i refound my love of swimming.

You know,
the way this whole feeling of cool washes over you when you first jump into the pool.
The way the water glides over your body as you swim from one end of the pool to the other.
How there's nothing stopping you from swimming faster and faster and faster.
The sense of achievement of completing each lap and knowing that you can do it again, maybe even better this time ?

Yeah...
Swimming is like an escape.
Where nothing can get to you because you're hidden under the water.
The bitches from no-life land can't get to you. The parents can't get to you. The noise and shouting and all the fighting can't get to you. You can't even really ponder over your own problems.
All you can think about, is to 'keep moving forward'.
I like that. (:

I realised that the only thing about my swimming that has deproved over all these years, is my stamina. I can barely do a lap without feeling like i incurred an oxygen debt and lactic acid is running through my muscles -which, by the way, are practically non-existant, haha-.
I can still imagine jiao lian telling me to "kick more", "glide further", "go faster".
I miss jiao lian. >:
Ah, how it all seems like it was only yesterday, yet, it was 4 years ago.
I still remember all the strokes, every method, everything that has been drilled into me, which is why i suppose even now, i can beat my sister at freestyle and breastroke, though i haven't had weekly trainings like she now has.
Amazing what skill and technique can do for you. (:

Alright, back to amath!
Better not screw tomorrow's test.
Wish me luck!! (: