Heyo!
You can call me J A C Q
I love purple & I love post-its!
I like unicorns, puppies, white tigers, rainbows, candies, chocolates, polaroids, lomo cameras, pretty sunsets, and sandy white beaches.
Currently FIFTEEN, but gonna turn sixteen on the 20th of April 2011.
*hint hint*
I also have some of the most wonderful friends in the entire world,
and i don't think that i can survive without ANY of them.
Ps. I love you ♥
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STRESS!!!!!!
Sunday, October 31, 201012:03 PM
I was really emo on friday, and no, i couldn't help it.
The realisation of how badly my results are had finally sunken in, and i was terribly upset with myself. Also, as friday was the first day of extra curriculum, being the 29th of October, i decided that i should probably start paying attention in lessons, because they were starting on the new sec4 syllabus already. That made me purely fed up. The amount i absorb during a lesson when i pay attention in comparison to the amount i would absorb during a lesson if i didn't pay attention, is hardly any different. I was so stressed. And when i'm stressed, i keep really quiet, and let random thoughts continually fill my head. Hevina & Chloe were worried, they called me later on in the day to check that i was "okay". What nice friends i have... Saturday was slightly better, but i was still stressed. So i almost broke down, and then Kimberly, Nicole Chin, Grace, Steph, Nikki and Ana tried to cheer me up. Which was very nice of them, but i was kinda mean in a sense because of my being stressed. Kimberly, Nicole Chin and Ana finally succeeded in making me go high after cat, by using m&ms! :> i will try to be happy again. [Sidenote: My dad just scolded me for typing out my lit notes on the computer. He says it's more convenient, and faster if i write it out than type it. Then i said that i prefer typing it out, and he was all, "fine, it's your life, i'm just trying to give my opinion and help". Seriously? Why does he always try and guilt trip me. I have enough guilt and pain and sadness, can people stop trying to put me down?] No one has the right to look down on me, i don't give a care if you're my parents or someone from the first triple science class. You have no right to look down on me. Everybody's different, and i'm imperfect. Just because something works for you, doesn't mean it will work for me. No offence, but i don't really want to be a conformist. It's being different that makes you special. I will now quote Paul Dunne : Normal = Nothing Take that! (Ps. i feel better now) :> |
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Thursday, October 28, 20109:34 PM
life's been good.
maybe that's why i'm not blogging so much anymore :> ♥ |
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iSCMUN
Sunday, October 24, 20106:57 PM
like seriously, MUN was really awesome (:
No kidding. though it was kinda sad that Spain had nothing much to say since we were like hardly involved in the crisis :S Oh well.. I know, i know, i have been seriously neglecting my blog :S I should...post more? I put a lot of private stuff on tumblr i suppose, and lately, i just feel that tumblr has been a better place for me to express my emotions, rather than on blogger. I have like NOTHING to say now. i suppose im finally learning how to keep my memories locked away in my head. Heh. Okay, im going back to watching my tv shows :3 Yay for online shows (: If you wanna know kind-of what happened at MUN, you can go to my youtube page and watch the videos. They're quite spastic, but i took them on the day of MUN, so yes... If you don't know my youtube page, ask me for it. im not putting it out here for the whole world to see. teehee! (: |
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Delegations
Monday, October 18, 201010:05 PM
not much time to blog these days,
but results aren't great :S And iSCMUN's in 3 days, so i gotta go do my research. I am a Delegate of Spain (: Yay :D Yes, i failed bio by the way, it was expected. Last in class, haha. Not funny >: I really hope i get promoted to sec4. Oh please please please... Labels: 3gy |
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Saturday, October 16, 20101:39 AM
because a girl like me,
will never compare. |
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Totally-annoying Thursday in school. BLEGH.
Thursday, October 14, 20109:00 PM
They didn't give us ANY PAPERS back today.
Serious. But they wanted to go through the answers. I don't think it makes much sense, you know... We don't even know what we got right, or wrong. Why make us take down everything? Sheesh. First one and a half hour was to go through EMath. I hope i passed. I slept after the first 20 minutes. Didn't really care about what was going on. Our class people were really annoyed though. MrsLee told us to bring pencil cases and foolscap to the Khoo Audi for the "going through" of the EMaths paper. Then when we were there, MsLim said in a really strict way, that we were not suppose to bring foolscap into the Khoo Audi, and that she would confiscate it if we did not put it at the side of the seats, immediately. MrsLee didn't even like stand up for us at all. She just let MsLim give us "the look". Seriously ?? You tell us to bring the stuff in, and then you let us get scolded? SHEESH. What's up with that? Okay, i shall not care so much about it anymore, haha. (: Chinese was totally awesome. I PONNED CHINESE! YAY! :D Laoshi was in 3CO, but when we went there, she told us to go to 3DY to JiangLaoShi's class, but i couldn't be bothered to go back downstairs, so i just went up to the library with Chloe (: Sonia & the rest went back down, but they later came into the library because JiangLaoShi told them to go 3CO. Haha! Guess we were unwanted. :P That's actually kinda sad... Hm... ): Oh well (: Spazzed in the library with Hevina and Chloe :D Chloe started squealing because she asked Hevina and I to go clothes shopping with her, haha, it was so funny!! Chloe Wong, I am so proud of you for finally embracing your girl side after sooooooo long. I am so proud that you actually put on all the clothes that Hevina and I forced upon you, and that you didn't complain at all! You did a lot of girly things today, i hope you're happy (: Went to Macs for lunch with Chloe, Hevina and RuiTing (; SO DAMN EPIC LA. I don't even wanna write it down hahaha. A lot of food fighting though, hahah. And i almost got "Beaten up" by some buff ac barker guy. LOLOL! (COUGHhevina&kong&chloeCOUGH) haha. That was a joke (: Ion shopping was good (: Chloe learnt to be a girl! Whee!~ I felt like a proud momo helping Chloe out :D I LOVE YOU CHLOE & HEVINA & RUITING!! NUUBS NUUBS XOXO! hahahaha lol :D ♥ Labels: 3gy |
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Wednesday, October 13, 201011:55 PM
Please talk to me soon?
It has been so long ): |
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Social Etiquette (Y) & Personal Grooming (N)
10:52 PM
Social Etiquette was super fun! :D
The instructors were hilarious, and Fi and I laughed so hard we had to keep going to pee (: And after a while, my cheeks hurt so bad that i didn't want to smile anymore! The Fine Dining part was really funny. Our table was so epic! Chloe is the most fail of all of us, hahaha, and the instructors kept coming by to instruct us because some of them were A LITTLE bit bad. Talk about unwanted attention! hahaha :P We have to "keep pace" when we eat, and Amanda Koh is like the Queen of Pace! hahah. Everytime someone was too slow or too fast, she would be like, "You must keep pace!" Hahaha. It doesn't sound funny, but it is (: Then there was some burping question, and adila stared at me and i like burped. Hahha. EPIC LA. Stupid Adila's stare ;P And at some weird moment, i looked at Kelyn and two of us just kept laughing non-stop! :D Izzah tried doing some pervert stare, and Adila too! LOL Last part of the course, one of the instructors was asking what was "RSVP", then i told the people at my table, and they screamed at me "RAISE YOUR HAND" hahah. Wow, so scary. Lol. I got the answer correct anyway (: How can people NOT KNOW what rsvp stands for?? :S Personal grooming wasn't that great. Seriously... It was slightly different from sec1 & 2. LUCKILY. And i'm so happy we didn't have a boring speaker (: But it was weird because some of the speaker's stories didn't even relate back to the topic at all! It was like some random story with no meaning, wtfff. Hahah. But we had lots of breaks luh (: AND 3GY WON THE PUZZLE CHALLENGE!!! HAHAAHAHA YAY :D that was the one good part :D Oh well, nothing much else. Just that Etiquette was totally (Y)(Y)(Y) !! :D Heehee! Adila, Izzah, Kelyn, Vania, Ashely, Hevina, Amanda Koh, Chloe, and Fi are so much fun to be around :D Labels: 3gy |
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Tuesday, October 12, 201011:55 PM
"You should have seen your face," Kristy said, "Sa-woon".
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3gy's macs date!
11:57 AM
Met Rui Ting and Chloe in school at like 7am :D
Haha, and the physics people thought i was weird, Kwok was like, "Jacq! Since when you take physics!?" Then 3 of us went to the squash courts but they locked the gate!!!! :S So we went straight to macs (: It was really funny because while walking there, we saw so many physics people and we wished them all good luck, haha (: Macs was epic. Rui Ting, Chloe and I shared cinnamon melts, and it was so freaking sweet!! Like i felt like i was gonna get instant diabetes or something, ughh. The sugar rush made all 3 of us high. Hevina came soon after :D Then we were, hm, dissing people in a way and it was so funny, because somehow we ended up giving Rui Ting an imaginary boyfriend called Royston Poh. hahaha. Then something about going through phone sms, and Rui Ting said hers were really clean and chloe was like, "I bet she's deleting all the other one's now" Hahah. So funny (: Then Kelyn, Adila, Izzah, Jun Lei, Fionna came after a while. And Kelyn and Jun bought the happy meal thing, so they got mini toys which was like a mini piano and a mini guitar. It was so fun to play with them, but the guitar sounded like chickens, hahaha, and that made everyone laugh (: Crashed Cold Storage after that, and took random pics. Kong wanted to pose with bread, and then wine (which was very scary by the way), hahah and then Chloe wanted to take pics with beer cans, and she accidentally dropped one by accident, and we all started panicking that we were gonna get in trouble. Hahaha. Lol. Then me & chloe took the big asahi jug of beer thing and took pictures with it. It looks so cool :D Just standing in the wine bottle area made Fi and me nervous, haha so we walked to another section and told her abit of the story. (: Chloe was buying her grape sweet thing, and RuiTing tried to make me advertise the con__. Hahahaha. Funny, but i didn't do it in the end, it'd be so weird! Then we walked to malcolm park, and Kong saw THE REAL Royston guy who's in Squash in sji, hahaha so funny. Malcolm park was boring, so we then crashed SC's com lab 2 for like 1 hour, then went for EL paper. EL paper wasn't too bad in the end (: haha, but the 3GY macs date in the morning was seriously super fun (: I ♥ 3gy ! heeeheee :> Labels: 3gy |
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Monday, October 11, 201011:33 PM
Trust: so very important in a relationship.
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Psychological states
6:15 PM
Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time.
what five words do you see?  It's from tumblr. I got: Leave, Made, Crush, Secrets, Fool. They all actually make sense, to me. Wow. I don't know whether i should be worried, or smile. Haha. (: Labels: tumblr |
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4:34 PM
make it last forever ♫
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Harry Potter andthe Sorcerer's Stone
3:57 PM
The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore be treated with caution.
-Albus Dumbledore |
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Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
3:56 PM
Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
-Albus Dumbledore |
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Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
3:53 PM
The two men appeared out of nowhere, a few yards apart in the narrow, moonlit lane. For a second they stood quite still, wands pointing at each other's chests: then, recognising each other, they stowed their wands beneath their cloaks and set off, side by side, in the same direction.
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Sunday, October 10, 201011:19 PM
now it really does feel like a dream...
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10/10/10 ♥
8:50 PM
Confirmation today! (:
I was so happy when the Archbishop anointed me with the oil of chrism. I was so happy sitting there watching the rest of my catechism classmates get confirmed that i wanted to cry. I feel so happy, because i feel like i really belong to the catholic community now (: I know i already belonged to it since birth since i'm a cradle catholic, but somehow, now, i feel as if i, myself, have made the decision to be a part of this community. I'm now officially, Jacqueline Genevieve Tan. (: I'm also so happy because confirmation was celebrated with all the wonderful friends that i've made in church, and all of us have gone through so much together, so yeah! :D What a wonderful day today was (:  the 3 sc girls, who i've grown so close too, thanks to cat class and all our experiences bringing us closer together! (:  the first few friends i made in cat class (: (meh, pic resolution isn't that good, oh well :P) |
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it felt like a dream♥
Saturday, October 9, 20108:21 PM
If we shadows have offended,- A Midsummer's Night Dream, William Shakespeare |
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9th october
11:28 AM
0202
0547 Who knew? I've never been happier; Thinking of you... (disclaimer: i just quoted three different song lyrics. It's not a para. :D) pinky promised; fingers crossed ♥ |
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time after time
Thursday, October 7, 20106:50 PM
nostalgia (: |
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Pwease?
6:25 PM
Please buy me a Polaroid SX 70,
i will love you for life (: |
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dear amath,
3:29 PM
please go screw yourself upside down until your brains fall out.
you cheated my feelings today. |
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Wednesday, October 6, 20108:45 PM
At that time,
we were still best friends, remember? Cause you said you'd die without me, hahaha. (: |
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Dear Blogger,
7:38 PM
if you start screwing my posts up, ie, the colours and fonts and everything.
Imma go screw you. Figuratively. (: |
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7:35 PM
I was beginning to see, though, that the unknown wasn't always the greatest thing to fear. The people who know you best can be riskier, because the words they say and the things they think have the potential to be not only scary, but true, as well.
-Sarah Dessen, Just Listen |
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tyra's smize!
7:25 PM
best episode of America's Next Top Model everrrr!
Cycle 13 episode 3, and Tyra taught the girls how to; SMIZE! AWESOME♥ |
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3:54 PM
Matt!!!!
You, are suppose to bow down to ME! (: I am the princess remember, so i have higher power over you!!! Don't anyhow say (: Labels: seow |
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pwn
3:47 PM
I think Averyl pissed rachael off today, hahahaha!
Funny to the max. Jacq + Fi + AV is pwnage :D "What's that smell, I HATE smelling perfume in the morning" Lol! (I think, i have something against her, annoying ttm!) |
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Sunday, October 3, 20109:50 PM
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8:38 PM
don't burn bridges,
you never know when you may need to backtrack: when someone cares for you, don't make them think it was a wrong decision because sometimes, all you really need is someone if you burn that bridge, no one may be there for you in the end. |
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1:52 PM
Yeah, the way you treat your nephew.
Yeah, that was cute. Yeah, he's cute. Mhm, guess your kinda cute too... |
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1:51 PM
All i really need now:
Faith, Trust, and a little pixie dust And maybe one day i'll tell you everything. Just maybe... |
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