Starstruck♥

...matthew is right?
What if i really do like you?

ARGH.
MATTHEW SEOW I HATE YOU FOR PUTTING IDEAS IN MY HEAD.
HMPH.
>:(

i'm gonna get confused later on.
DAMN, I HATE BEING CONFUSED.

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10:15 PM

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I need,

9:44 PM

...to stop getting upset when it comes to little things that don't really matter.
Just like me to get pissed over a small thing.

Wish KorKor was back already...

& i shall go be a good girl and go complete my emath and SS (:

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sailboat (:

Sunday, May 30, 201011:29 PM

MSN WITH MATTHEW. Hahah (:

his sailboat was quite nice larh.
Improved from the last time (:
Hahahha.

Our nonsense convos,
make me smile (:
♥

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11:27 PM

from fuckyeahhlove.tumblr.com

Submitted by nahycnil

EH JER IT SO LOOKS LIKE GLADYS RIGHT?
OMG. Don't tell me i'm wrong cos i know i'm not.Hahah.

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11:23 PM

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Submitted by nahycnil

JER! THE GIRL LOOKS LIKE GLADYS.
omg omg omg. Doesn't she? :P

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Dear Matt,

11:19 PM

Stop quoting my blog postings to me on msn.
I KNOW WHAT I'VE POSTED!
hahaha.

(:

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Wii

11:09 PM

Cam wants to borrow wiimotes again.
AGAIN.

Can't he just go get his own?

Please read the below source:

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His friend going over is a damn joyful thing, and as such, i MUST MUST MUST lend him my wiimotes. What's up with that?

I'm not selfish okay! I don't mind lending, but the basis is that they belong to MY DAD.
Hello ?!
I always have to ask him and then it's like "oh my friend, is a guy" and then my dad gives me that look. You know, THE LOOK.

& Cam says that he couldn't find anyone else to lend him.

I am so annoyed.

Oh yes, and Matt, good for you that you're getting a wii.
You can lend Cam your wiimotes in the future. YAY! :D
Hahaha.
Then i won't have to lend him! (:

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11:07 PM

I get affected when they fight,
can't they see that?

KorKor, i need you ):
tell me what to do!

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10:58 PM

i hope that the juniors don't know of my tumblr.
okay fine, i hope that majority of them don't know of it.
THIS IS MAKING ME NERVOUS.

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PRODUCTIVITY

10:41 PM

I'm proud of myself.
I did my chinese holiday homework and started on my maths assignments & holiday homework.
It has been such a productive day (:
I like this feeling of working hard and gaining something.
I should probably aim to feel like this more often.

Did you read Sumiko Tan's article in the Sunday Times Life! section ?
It's about success. I LOVE HER ARTICLES. :D

Oh anyway,
there's school tomorrow, because we have supplementary week, and i really really hope that i don't get more homework because my timetable is all nicely planned out and i don't want to add more school stuff to it!

Jeremy's gone.
I feel sad. One less friend to bug.
POOEY ):

Clar's also gone.
One less person to text nonsense too.
POOEY ):

And planning POC is like, hm... no idea how to phrase it.
But in my head, it's like: Omg must email levelmates! Must check the price of the stuff we plan to buy for ncos! Must collect money from levelmates! Must make everyone agree! Mustn't be too ex! Must plan Unit Song! (OH SHOOTS!) Must plan level song! Must make someone take over because i will not be here on day 3 and what if it lands on day 3 or june camp? Oh dayum i need someone to take over! Can my dear levelmates please reply my emails? Why do i only get replies from some people! Ah!! What songs to use for level song? What? So short? Cannot! Need more songs! Oh no! Why is everyone not replying? Can everyone reply faster? I Need suggestions here peopleeeee! Oh gosh, This is annoying! UGH!

Maria Lim booked me for friday! (:
I LOVE YOU MARIA.
Haha (:
She wants to watch The Last Song with me.
I heard that guys cried when they watched that.
Seems like it's almost gonna be a repeat of what happened when Maria watched Valentines' Day with me. Yeah, i cried. BECAUSE, it was too sweet :D
I hope Maria ends up crying too, IF we watch The Last Song.

Ah, time to go back to math (:
Hope tomorrow is a good day.
WHEEHEE (:

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Sharbat Gula

10:18 PM

Sharbat Gula;
The afghan girl photographed by Steve McCurry in 1984. This picture was featured on the cover of the National Geographic Magazine then.

People say that her eyes tell of the fear and pain that war from the Soviet (that's right, RUSSIA) has brought to Afghanistan.

You should see the close-up of her eyes, it looks like there's a rainbow.

I think she has really beautiful eyes, and maybe that's what makes this picture so stunning.
I really like this picture. It's as if everything she feels or that she wants to say can be read through the emotions of her eyes.
Wow.

Just wow.

There's no other word to describe it.

(:

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give me a S-U-N-D-A-Y-exlamationMark! (:

12:59 PM

30th may 2010.
Tomorrow, it will officially conclude that 5 months have gone by.
Time flies...

Well anyway, i'm in a good mood.
Ha (:
So hm, well... Cam & Alex served mass today.
And some thing thing happened where if the priest says the prayer out loud, you must say "blessed be God" and you're not suppose to stand up, but some people -actually quite a lot of people- did, and i did, and it was WEIRD.
Usually the priest doesn't say that out loud.
You could see Alex laughing at everybody :S
It is kind of hilarious though, haha (:

Then going out of church my car and Cam's car was like side by side all the way out.
I FOUND IT FUNNY, i don't know why. Hahaha.
& I saw Eugenia too! :D
It's funny, 'cause my little sister and brother know her too (:

Jer's left for Shanghai already ):
I have no one to talk to for the next week!
AND THEN, he's coming back after the day i leave for UK.
How ironic...
Oh wells ):

eh omg, my phone only has one bar of battery left, i think i better charge it and get started on my homework.
GAH.
bye!! (:

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Yesterday :D

12:35 PM

I had chinese tuition and nothing else.
THAT IS HOW MY BORING DAY WENT.
But it was a productive day because i planned my timetable out for today(30/5/2010) till 7th of august (:
I feel like i'll be getting somewhere this june. HOORAY! (:

& Dinner was funny;
mum (to dad): So, how many people did you kill today? (points towards living room)
We all burst out laughing at that statement. She was referring to my dad playing Call Of Duty on the Xbox 360. Hahaha, my mummy is so cute ;D

Then i didn't do much for the rest of the day, except maybe talk to jer at night.

AND MUMMY BOUGHT ME MY COVETED PURPLE SKIRT YESTERDAY!! (:
THANK YOU MUMMY ♥
i am so happy (:

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My “Happily ever” after that lasted for one day ...

Saturday, May 29, 20109:30 PM

(from fuckyeahhlove.tumblr.com)

Here is my ‘happily ever after’ that lasted for one whole day, a memory that I will never forget for as long as I live.

You and I were always together, and in such a short amount of time we managed to get to know each other and from the moment that I met you, I knew that I liked you .. and soon enough .. I fell for you.

I started to enjoy the moment we spend together, I started to love everything about you.

So .. I wanted to confess my feelings for you, so I gathered all my courage and told you how I felt with the help of our daily phone calls. And you were silent .. My heart sank. I knew what was coming next .. the “I’m not ready for a relationship, I just want to be friends with you because I value our friendship” .. in other words .. “No thanks!”

You just kept silent, and then I heard it ..

You: “I’m sorry .. ”

And I braced myself .. I was ready for kick in the butt for being such a dummy !

You: “I don’t think I can be with you .. “

Me: “Why .. ? ”

You: “Because .. I know we wont last .. ”

That was the moment that I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces .. we haven’t even given this relationship a chance, and I was already shot down. I could feel my throat clamming up, my mouth was dry, and I just wanted to hang up and go to sleep and hope it was all a bad dream .. but I didn’t .. Me and my stubbornness. So I asked ..

Me: “Why do you think that .. ? We haven’t even tried yet .. “

You: “Its not that .. I mean .. I feel the exact same way as you, I haven’t never met a girl who I get along with so well, who isn’t afraid to be herself, and doesn’t let other’s opinion get in the way of what she wants, who is a weak drinker, and loud, and obnoxious, and crazy and hyper and is a crybaby.”

I was shocked, I didn’t know what to say next .. but before I knew it .. I was blushing and smiling like an idiot.

Me: “Then .. why cant we be together .. ? We feel the same way about each other don’t we .. ? Cant we give it a shot .. ?”

You: “No.”

Me: “What .. ? Why .. ? “

You: “Because you live in Australia, and I live here in Vietnam.”

Me: “Well that is a stupid excuse .. we already said we were going to live in Japan .. wasn’t that our dream .. ?”

You: “Yes .. but I have my reasons to why I cant be with you .. ”

Me: “Is it because I’m not pretty .. ? And I’m not skinny, and stupid and insecure and annoying .. ? That’s the reason isn’t it .. ?”

You: “No.”

Me: “Then what is it .. ? ”

You: “Tomorrow, meet me at the usual place that we meet, and I will tell you then”

And just like that you hung up, I sat in bed thinking what wrong with me .. ? What did I do .. ? Or didn’t do .. ? To deserve something like this .. ? I just wanted us to be like every other couple, and continue what we were doing. I really thought I found the one guy who I finally deserved.

I fell asleep and woke up the next morning, got changed and went to the pond where you and I meet up before we agree on where to go that day. As I waited I sat down and was trying to think of ways to shield myself and not let you see how much pain I am in .. Then I saw you walking towards me in your ripped jeans and your white t-shirt and when I saw your charming smile, I couldn’t help but melt, and I didn’t care anymore.

Me: “So what’s happening today .. ?”

You: “Well, we are going to go eat lunch, and then were going to a theme park, and then were going to visit my house and then a very special place”

I didn’t care where we were going, as long as it was with you then I was the happiest girl in the world. I didn’t care about the fact that I cant be your lover, but if I can be your friend then that is more than enough for me. If I could keep on seeing your smile .. then I was satisfied.

That day was absolutely amazing, we took heaps of photos as memories, and because of the haunted house that I was able to hold your hand and you laughed at me for being such a scardy cat. Then I met your parents, and family .. and they told me that this was the first time that you have ever brought a girl home, and I smiled until my cheeks hurt, I felt so privileged to be the first girl you ever brought home. But there was something different, the atmosphere of the family wasn’t normal the normal ‘cheerful and awkward’ feeling. There was a hint of sadness in the air.

You: “Its time to go to my special place .. “

Me: “What special place .. ? Is this were your going to tell me why we cant be together .. ?”

You: “…”

Me: “Then I don’t want to go .. I don’t want to end this perfect day with such tragic end .. I want a happy ending for once ..”

You: “Just come with me .. and tonight at 12 I will call you and tell you then, so I wouldn’t ruin your day .. and you still get your happy ending ok princess .. ?”

You took me to your special place, a place where only you and I know about it. You held me tight and we sat there staring at the open fields. Not one word was spoken .. we just sat there in silent, and then you tapped me on my shoulder. When I turned around your lips met mine, and that was the very first kiss that you and I shared together ..

For the whole 2 hours that we were alone, not one word was spoken, but I knew with that kiss that you said ..

“I love you”

I was in heaven, and then you drove me home and I fell asleep and you took pictures of me sleeping and drew whiskers on my face. I woke up due to you laughing so loud. Then I looked in the mirror and laughed too.

Then I was home, I wish the trip didn’t have to end, I wanted to be with you a little longer ..

You: “Before you go to sleep, check in your right back pocket, I left you something ..”

Me: “Ok then .. well, goodnight!”

And I gave you a kiss goodbye. And quickly ran upstairs and got changed, and fell asleep, I woke up at 3 in the morning remembering about the present, so I went to my right back pocket and pulled out a piece of paper. I read it and tears started to blur my vision, my head spun around in circles and I couldn’t breathe .. I felt like I was going to die, I finally understood why we couldn’t be together, I didn’t know what to do .. All I can do is cry.

Letter:

‘I hope by the time you read this letter, it would be pass midnight. I really enjoyed today with you. It was the best day of my life and now, I’m going to tell you why you and I can’t be together. Its not you babe, its me .. (cliché !! I know .. but just keep reading. Hehe .. ) its not that I don’t want to be with you, its just that I simply cannot be with you.

Last month, I was been diagnosed with throat cancer and the doctor give me the time of 2-3 years left. That’s why we cannot be together .. I don’t want to see you get hurt because of me .. I don’t want to be the reason to why you cry yourself to sleep at night .. to why you don’t eat or drink for days on end .. and I don’t want to put you through all that pain.

So please, I beg of you, don’t pursue this anymore, just leave it and continue being good friends like we were before. I want the last few years of my life to be fun and memorable so when I die .. I can die with a smile on my face. That is my dying wish ..

So when you see me tomorrow, smile that cheerful and adorable smile of yours, and don’t be sad, because when your sad it breaks my heart. I will try my best to help you, and guide you through life when I am up in heaven. But .. I want you to know that I really do love you. I have never loved any girl as much as I love you. Your beautiful just the way you are, please don’t ever change. I’m sorry you couldn’t be the first girl that I fell in love with .. but I can promise you that you will be the last girl that I will ever love. I love you so much princess.’

I love you .. so much. I love everything about you ..

I love it when I wait for you before class starts and you greet me with your charming smile.

I love it when you text me when class finishes, wondering if i got home safely.

I love it when you reply to my text when you might be working, drinking with friends, driving, busy, or with family.

I love it when we go out to watch a movie, or eat or just walk at the park, you would open up to me and we would talk about our worries, our troubles, our life, and about absolutely anything and everything.

I love it when you call me at 3 in the morning, even though your tired from work, you needed someone to talk to and I was glad that I was your first choice. And we would talk for ours and end up sleeping on the phone till our credits run out.

I love it when you wait for me to get into the vehicle because you wanted to make sure I wasn’t left there alone, and that nothing would happen to me. And .. I fell in love with you.

But .. I will respect your wish .. so ..

Thank you for letting me be selfish, and putting up with me .. but most of all .. thank you for letting me have my happy ending.

by cookiesnscream

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THE day 3 aop proposal (:

9:05 PM

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Since when was my duty as F&B I/C to "ensure that meals are both nutritious and filling" ?
The "filling" part i can understand, but "nutritious" ?! :P
Er well, according to the aop plan, the food seems to be able to give you more of a sugar rush than to give you nutrition.

OOPSIES! Hahahaha! ;D

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MARKS & SPENCER ♥ GAP ♥

Friday, May 28, 201010:31 PM

Today was a pretty good day! (:
Watched Shrek 3 with my family at GV Grand.
Quite nice, but i found the first part a lil scary. Heh...
SUPER GOOD ENDING THOUGH!! :D

OH! I SAW JEREMY AT GREAT WORLD. HAHA.
STUPID PERSON IS SO DAMN TALL ALREADY.
AND I IGNORED HIM AGAIN :D
(just like on the bus, hahaha!)

Then went and bought stuff for UK trip from Marks & Spencer's.
Yay for new clothes (:
& then mommy also went to Gap with me to buy new jeans.
Yay for new jeans (:
i am so happy now!

Well,
i shall be rushing as much as i can before i fly off the UK next next week,
and hopefully, i'll be able to finish most things before then! (:
I MUST NOT SLACK

Okay, toodle-o.
I feel chirpy now.
TWEET TWEET ♫

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10:22 PM

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i still trust you ♥

6:35 PM

You still tell me things because you trust me.
But we both know,
its not the same as it used to be.

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Llama Song!

11:23 AM

i like the sound of it (:

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la momie

11:18 AM

An awesome fb game where you just throw mummies off the pyramid.
And see how far down he can go...

WHAT HAPPENED?
some screen error i think.
Hahaha, the distance the mummy travelled is "NAN M",
where "M" stands for metres.
LOL!! (:

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11:17 AM

i hate it when people say that they'll do something,
and then, they forget.

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Thursday, May 27, 201012:18 AM

7-up went up my nose.
Don't ask me how.
:/

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11:30PM

Wednesday, May 26, 201011:29 PM

It's already so late, but i'm up doing homework.
I just finished my Lit PBQ, but it seems so crappy, i don't know why ):
Still gotta do the chem worksheet and memorise mo xie!
I MUST NOT LET MY LAO SHI DOWN!! :D
ah well... wonder if i've got amath this week...
i can't remember.. Shall go call up Ms Koh.
I'm tired, it's now 11:31PM.
I want sleep!!
Oh wait, and there's red cross meeting tomorrow.
OH WELL.
I shall go make a milo, it's 11:32PM.
gosh...

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Mt. Alvernia

9:27 PM

I ♥ their chapel.
It's always so silent and peaceful.
Only Didi & I went into chapel to pray because Jo & Lyn wanted to wait outside.
But Didi prays like, super fast ?!?!
Then he kept making noise after he finished, so i couldn't pray properly.
I told him to wait for me and he got impatient, then on the way out, he saw daddy, so i had to leave the chapel.
Was a little upset.
I didn't get to pray properly in the chapel, sigh...
I feel like going there to pray everyday.
I just like it. So silent and peaceful and calming.
Oh gosh, praying there is addictive. ♥
That must be the best thing i've discovered. HEHE (:

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memories♥

Tuesday, May 25, 201011:51 PM

Me & Lyn.
Australia, Brisbane. September 2002.
♥

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I FINISHED SS! (:

11:40 PM

finally!
stupid 2 sources.
HAHAHA.
CONQUERED!
WHEE! ♪~
:D

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I was actually happy today (:

11:23 PM

I went to school in this sort of blurred out and half awake state, but i started being happy the moment i told Fionna about the phonecall the previous night.
I ♥ phonecalls with korkor (:

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11:11 PM

KORKOR CALLED ME A PAEDOPHILE ):
so mean! ):

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A nice girl like me

9:14 PM

I FINISHED THE BOOK! (:
It is really nice.
I feel like i could totally relate to Emily Montrose.
It's not like i committed adultery, OBVIOUSLY.
But i suppose she brough the hurt upon herself.
Hm, it's a good book.
If only it wasn't borrowed, i'd read it all over again! (:

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Monday, May 24, 20109:48 PM

korkor ):
help me!

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ONE DOWN

7:14 PM

research paper on history done!
now i've got to do SS performance task, and study the rise of hitle for tomorrow's test.
I'll only do my Lit PBQ if i've got time to do so later. It's only due on wednesday. (:
I feel so accomplished that i seem to be going according to schedule. HOORAY! (:

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5:39 PM

Everyday it seems that something else will come along and make me angrier.
I don't know why.
I have to deal with all of this.

I'm banning myself from facebook, twitter and tumblr.

I need to stop slacking off.
The future is so close and yet so far.
My studies are at stake.

I shall start praying more too.
Praying makes me feel peaceful.
I love Mt. Alvernia's Chapel.
I go there when Daddy goes off to see his patients and i have to wait for him.
It is always wonderfully quiet there.
Hm...
Time to do history (:

[Sorry Su-lin & Charissa for being so last minute in doing my part for the history project. Really really sorry. :/ ]

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War. hahaah :>

12:01 AM

My dear Xuan Yi, what did you do to make her so mad?

hahah.

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GRAH

Sunday, May 23, 20109:30 PM

My mom thinks that i don't care about my UK Trip very much because i don't wanna go buy jeans after school tomorrow. DID IT NOT OCCUR TO HER, THAT I HAVE A TEST ON TUESDAY AND I'D RATHER BE STUDYING FOR IT THEN SHOPPING FOR JEANS?
DEAR MOTHER, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF FAILING IN THE PAST 5 MONTHS ALONE, NOW YOU WANT ME TO SHOP ON THE DAY BEFORE MY TEST?
& she told me "oh, don't blame me if you go on a later day and they don't have your size."
Right...

OH YES. Yesterday night, she scolded me because i showed her a list of clothes that i want to buy because SHE WANTED THE LIST OF CLOTHES FOR THE UK TRIP. Oh okay, so i can't buy new clothes la, so must scold me cos i want new clothes? SHEEESH. So effing pissed.

WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS PISS ME OFF. EVERYTHING ALSO SCOLD ME. I have so much to do. NOW PLEASE MY DEAR MOTHER, STOP ANNOYING ME.
You actually scold me about my results, but it's not like you bother to help me or care about me or watch over me right? YOU ONLY GO AFTER LYN AND SAM AND JO BECAUSE I AM THE MOST HORRID DAUGHTER YOU'VE EVER HAD. RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?

oh gosh, i hate you so damn much.
i hate my life.
fml.
HAHA NO, I KNOW ONE THAT'S BETTER. FYL! HA.

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Anyday, but today.

5:08 PM

I just feel like there's so much to do! And i haven't been blogging properly at all recently! ):
I feel entirely upset at myself for wasting my elearning week by slacking and all. I also have a history project to do. F&B and Logistics plan for june camp by tonight 8pm. What else have i yet to do?

There's so much to do, and too little time.

I need to spend my time more wisely.

The realisation has hit me: I need to do better, i need to study right and put my utmost into everything. I have to, i have to, i have to. This could very well be the second last year that i'm studying. That's what my dad said, and knowing him, he's pretty serious about all this. I'm so worried now.

People don't believe me when i tell them that my Dad would say that. But what's there not to believe? If i don't get my 6 points and don't make it into a GOOD JC, he will stop me from furthering my studies. Someone was telling me i can go to poly, but my dad doesn't want me to. He wants me to go JC and that's final. It'll be a totally different story if i do earn those 6 points and decide to go to poly. I'm sure of it.

Right now, i just feel like such a mess. In youth group today, everyone was like "oh i failed one subject","i failed 3 subjects", " i did badly for everything". Whereas i just sat there in silence and scorned every single one of their remarks in my head. Here is a girl who HAS TO get 6 points or it'll be the end of her studies. She has failed all her amath test except one, all her biology test except one, not a single of her chinese tests have a pass mark, she failed most of her emath tests, all of her literature tests, and barely passes history and social studies. Now tell me. WHO IS THE ONE DOING BADLY HERE? Besides that, i'm suppose to be smart and hardworking and i am suppose to get at least a 75% for each test. I don't know what's happening to me and i'm just so fed up. Fed up of trying to meet EVERYONE'S expectations, and LETTING EVERYONE DOWN when i don't. I just want to do well for myself. Its not about what anyone wants of me anymore. But i feel so stressed and alone. Its like no one really can help me when i don't understand anything. Sometimes i just feel like such a failure.

Korkor's the best. He complains that I have so many friends compared to him. How many of these friends will be there when i really need them?
The only two people i fully trust with EVERYTHING are korkor and kim. And at times, just korkor. It's so ironic, don't you think? Korkor has a friend count of at least 20 while mine is way above 100 and here i am, unable to fully put my trust in someone whereas korkor has at least 3/4 people he can trust.

I need to stop being someone i'm not. I need to stop pretending to be someone else. I need to be real, be myself and stop living in denial.
(i can't do it.)

The hardest part of being yourself is knowing that someone's still gonna judge you and you'll probably be less liked than you are now. It really is such a horrid thing reality is. I don't want to lie anymore, i don't. I just want to be honest, with myself, at least.

You know what i want to do now? I just want to go to church again, i feel peaceful there, i don't know why. I just want to go there, and pray. Or maybe i'll just stay home and pray. I think i'll pray later tonight. I need to pray, badly.
But first, i must finish my tasks, and complete them all by sundown.

I need to change my mindset and my attitude.
Korkor, please help me.♥

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Friday, May 21, 20109:53 PM

There are a lot of things i would like to blog about, but i'm not really in the mood as i've quite a lot of work to do.

I can't wait for the UK trip! (:
& anyway, my module on Financial Literacy was really quite fun! The lecturer gave us Kinder Bueno :D

Ah, i also got pissed today.
I abused the 3GY classroom, and no one will know what i did. Haha. :P
Oh man.

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LOTS TO DO!

Thursday, May 20, 20107:17 PM

I have so many things to do today! HMPH.
#1. Elearning chem & bio & math & english
#2. Finish writing Korkor a letter
#3. Design UK Trip 2010! jacket!
#4. Call Kow about our history project
#5. Make a list of clothes that i want to buy, if not, mommy won't let me buy any :S
#6. FINISH AMATH FILING AND HAND IT IN TOMOROW. (Mrs Lim is gonna hate me for life! hahaha! ;D )

If i don't get these done soon, i will be doomed.
UK jacket!! :P

despite all the shit, i shall stay positive and cheerful!
(who am i kidding?)
♥

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Wednesday, May 19, 201010:40 PM

Kor kor,
don't be upset.
We can always take it in our strive and work harder so as to do better.
I know you can improve.
Its not the end of the world.
I love you. (:

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wednesday is math day! (:

10:27 PM

I had amath tuition this morning! (:
I like amath tuition because i suddenly understand all the complicated math stuff :D
Then i slacked around my going through all my old photo albums.
I found my FIRST best friend's name. His name is Tom Howard. (:
& there was also eleanor, olivia, elizabeth, and THEA. Oh thea, how could i forget you? We used to do so much together. Like, have swimming lessons! (:
I miss all the friend i had when i was younger. I stood out then, i was ASIAN. heehee! (:
I tried finding Tom on facebook. There are 500 Tom Howards'!! I went through all, but i couldn't find him ): Wonder how he is now...

Oh yes! And i also had a friend names Tedje. I don't know if that's true. My mom spelled it like that in the photo album. Hmm.... Nice name.. haha!

I miss so much of my childhood. (:

ANYWAY, back to the point.
I slacked off the whole morning!! How unproductive right?
And i just did my Amath Assignments on HeyMath. I did the first part really well, 10/12!! But i failed the second section with a 1/12. HEH. EPIC! :P
Okies! Gotta do math file now. If i don't hand my file and Chloe's, -who's file i borrowed to copy stuff off :P- i'll be dead.
Financial Education is my module tomorrow. Hope i have fun (:
(And manage my money better after that. HEEHEE)

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Adobe Fireworks *peu peu peuuuu!*

Tuesday, May 18, 201010:37 PM

HEEHEE :D
So after the module, Marsya, Nadira, Su-lin and I went to ORCHARD! (: [where else?]
The whole purpose was to go there and get Su-lin her book on Modern World History from Kino, but we took so long to get there because of all our procrastination. Plus, i ended up buying more knock-knock stuff from taka. Eeyer ):
Waste money, but oh-well...
It was fun i suppose (:
We also walked to Zara @ Wheelock.
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES BEFORE THEY ALL GET TAKEN BY OTHER PEOPLE! :O
heh..
Yeah, so now i really really wanna go buy clothes.
I finally figured out what my "style" is. It took me so long. Sheesh. I could've saved so much money! :P

& then i saw Datina at the bus stop. Hahah (:
She's lucky cause her bus came early, and it was raining really heavily uh.. :S

I got kinda drenched on the way home.
Ah well...
Today was pretty good! (:
I have to get started on my homework soon though! There's a whole mountain of it!! :P

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DIGITAL POSTER MODULE. zomg.

12:38 PM

HAHA. EPIC FUN.
I procrastinated till last minute. HEEHEE :D
Suppose to make a cca poster, but who cares, i did a level one instead (:

Amanda Soo says it looks like a party poster. WHATEVER.
I LIKE IT (:

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17th of May

Monday, May 17, 20105:45 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY!
Your officially 15 now. HEEHEE :D

♥,
your sister

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COFFEE ☺

Sunday, May 16, 20104:32 PM

Mommy & Daddy are helping Fr. Richards with his RCIA thing today.
And KongKong came over to take care of us (:

We have this really nice Vietnamese coffee at home, but mommy doesn't let me drink coffee ):
BUT I REALLY WANT TO DRINK IT!
So i asked my grandfather not to tell my mom and he was like, "Okay, you don't worry, i won't tell. There is a principal i live by. 'Do what you fear most, and fear will disappear'. So don't worry. After you try the coffee, you won't be afraid that your not allowed to drink it."
HEEHEE :D
My grandfather is so awesome!

I love you, Kongkong! ♥

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"I GOT AN A1 FOR ART"

1:18 PM

talked to matt on msn.
His handwriting is ugly (:
HAHAH!

thanks for making me smile, heee! (:

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1:11 PM

Everyone has an iphone now.

Everyone...
except me.

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this is not a phone, because i am not texting in mass.

1:06 PM

HEYO! (:
Father Cary's homily started with a good joke. Heee! (:
Matthew served. I saw him cos i was upstairs. EEEE. Direct line of sight, ugh!
& Jeremy's violin couldn't really be heard. That's sad ):

KORKOR OWES ME CHOC! (:
♥

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Whee! (:

Saturday, May 15, 201010:27 PM

Webcammed with Jer! (:
Was fun!
Hahah.

That's his iphone 3Gs. Oohlala~
(:

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8:27 PM

korkor, please don't be sad.
I feel sad too. ):
Cheer up, please?
I love you.

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Cos its saturday night and i'm all alone ♥

6:35 PM

Hey hey! (:
UK trip briefing was okay-ish i suppose.
Stephy seemed happy cos both of us were the only 2 wearing class tee. LOL.
Hahhaa.
I'm really excited about the trip now! Too bad Jiejie didn't go for it, i think she was practicing.
Yeah, and i SNUCK A PEEK at the strings, band and choir which were having full dress rehearsal in the hall. The concert is going to rock!
Too bad i'm not going for it.. heh. ):

Cat after that.
Cat wasn't super fun.
I felt a lil down today.
Not sure why.
I actually felt like that the whole day.
So i just huddled next to mad's.
Maddie was cold. (And so was Rachel-who had TWO jackets , Zac, Jason and Vincent.)
We were all shivering i think...
& korkor looked so sad today.
Like me like that.
He didn't even talk to me today so he was definitely VERY sad.
Poor guy...
I hugged Nikki & Steph a lot after cat.
I LOVE YOU NIKKI AND STEPH (:
Then went upstairs with Nikki, Nicole Chin and Ana.
Talk talk talk talk talk. (:
Then Nikki went for mass and Nicole Chin went home with Nicholas, so left Ana and me.
AND SUDDENLY Kim and Nicole Holmberg appear, Hahaha.
Nicole did the SNSD dance! HAHA :D She showed me how to do it for like... 3 seconds ?
Then everyone either went home or for mass so i waited with meimei for mommy (:
And Cameron was serving mass so he waved 'hi' to me (:

The whole family's watching Iron Man 2 tonight!!
I didn't want to go.
Hm.. (:

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KPOP

Friday, May 14, 20109:05 PM

Yeah, wtshit i started listening to kpop.
SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO DO THE DANCE AT 0:55! :D
(Then i shall join Alex and Anna. WHEE!~)

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miraclekay,tumblr.com ! ;D

8:22 PM

" No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted" - Aesop

Treasure every day, every hour, every minute, every second. (:

always try, to be happy. (:

you are, beautiful. (:

this little pig, made my day. (:

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This week!

8:07 PM

This week has been...okay, i suppose.. (:
I didn't do badly for amath i hope!
It wasn't very hard! And i remembered how to do my alpha beta as well as partial fractions and polynomials! Therefore, i'm quite confident that i won't fail. (Please oh please oh please let me at least pass!)

We got our History SBQ tests back.
I got 8/12! I'm quite happy! :D
I usually get a 6 for "just pass", or a 7 for "one mark above the passing mark", or a fail.
I GOT AN EIGHT! TAKE THAT! (:
Now, we shall aim for a 9. YAY! :D

CCA was alright this week. AOP for whole lesson! (:
Deborah Tan JY ma'am is accreding Yi Ling and I for Outdoor Activities (OA) bronze next week!
I MUST PASS!!

SAW KIMBERLY IN MASS YESTERDAY! (:
she smiled at me when i was praying after communion. Haha.

We also had AOP meeting today!
It took us a super long while to figure out 3PR's projector system, so we shifted to 3SE, and we took quite a while before we got it there.
Then Izzah was outside playing with bubbles and i played with them too! (:
I have to finish the logistics plan soon!!
(I'm still waiting for the Programme I/C to finish her part though... AHEM*marsya!!*AHEM)
Hehe (:

Well, i think i need to blog more.
JER IS GETTING AN IPHONE.
Oh well, everyboday has iphones these days... what's new? Sigh...

Hm. Nothing else yet.
I had a good week.
OH YEAH, I ALMOST FORGOT.
WEDNESDAY WAS HEALTH CHECK UP!
We had time before it as it started at 4, so me and Jiejie went to Ion and Taka. IT WAS SO FUN.
& we had starbucks. Nice, sweet, overpriced coffee. HAHA (:
I bought lots of stuff that day. Mostly stationary, again. Heh! ;D

Next week will be good! (:
ELEARNING WEEK! HAHAH! :D

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What happened on MONDAY! (:

7:59 PM

We had touch rugby again! (:
But this time it was more hilarious because the grass was wetter, so i fell down more.
TEEHEE! :D
I kept slipping and falling and slipping and falling, and everyone just kept laughing. Which i suppose is okay.. (:

We played again Ninja Turtles in the first round, and RugBabes in the second.
The RugBabes people are funny, they keep hugging us instead of doing the touch-tap thingy.
It was hilarious.
Then there was a part where i was going to score a goal and then something happened and i tripped, and Kelyn the goalie tripped over me and fell on top of me. IT LOOKED DAMN WRONG.
I was like "KELYN! GET OFF ME!" And we kept laughing too! (:
There was also another part where i was lying on the grass near the goal, and suddenly the rugby ball landed next to me, so i flipped myself over and pushed it away. I managed to stop someone from getting the ball. TEEHEE! (:

Wow, it feels like it was so long ago..
I like rugby!! (:

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AMATH TEST TOMORROW.

Tuesday, May 11, 20105:48 PM

It's 80%.
I need to do well!
I need to pass amath for ca2 or i may get retained ! ):

I really need to work harder.

I really want to blog about what happened during rugby yesterday.
Nevermind, i'll blog another day.

POLYNOMIALS, PARTIAL FRACTIONS, ROOTS OF AN EQUATION, ALPHA, BETA, REMAINDER THEOREM. ARGHHHH.

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Saturday, May 8, 20109:39 PM

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9:32 PM

“Fill in the Blank: I love _______.” Submitted by Sarah

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9:29 PM

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Dear me,

9:24 PM

love,
me.

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Cantored for Praise and Worship!!

8:21 PM

Yes, look at the title!
"Cantored for Praise and Worship!!"
That's what i did today in cat class.
I cantored.
Bryle did first verse, Nicole Chin did second verse, I did third and Jeremy did fourth.
Bryle is my new friend (:
I met him today. I've seen him in cat but i didn't know his name.
So, hello Bryle! (lol.)

We practiced quite a lot before the start of cat.
I was actually quite confident, and i actually managed to memorise my verse.
THEN, when we really started singing, the mike got screwed up, so i panicked.
AND GUESS WHAT HORRIFIC THING HAPPENED.
I sang and my voice shook. Made me sound like i was crying. (According to Jeremy it did.)
But i supposedly sang the loudest. (According to Steph.)
I FEEL SO TOTALLY EMBARRASSED NOW D:
I actually was okay before the thing started, and then i screwed up on the spot. Oh gosh... :/
Maybe i also screwed up cos i looked around the room and saw THAT PERSON who was in my line of sight. I was like thinking: Oh my gosh, why must he be there, in my line of sight.
And that's also another reason why i screwed up, i think...

Oh yeah, and at one point during practice, Eugenia asked us to go outside to practice cos the Facils and YLs were praying before our class. Then when Jer & I were about to walk out of the room, who did we see sitting outside with his guitar?
Sigh.
So we ignored him.
I feel a bit mean for doing that, but it's not like i usually talked to him anyway...

We took polaroids after class! (:
I finally finished the first catridge. HEHE :D
Maddie took the first shot without informing us. ~~IT CAME OUT BAD~~ ):
kill her... hahaha.
I gave one to Kim (:
I don't know who took the other one.
I got ~~a nice~~ one BECAUSE it is my polaroid.Ha :D
Next time i don't want to give people, so ex :S
Why can't they make fujifilm cheaper?
Rawr.

I had a good day.
& Cameron returned me my e dictionary, hooray!
Now, i can finish my chinese story (:

And Jeremy made this lame joke in (cantoring) practice.
Bryle's a dancer, you see. So he asked Bryle to break dance, and break all the chairs.
It sounds damn stupid, but Eugenia laughed at it anyway. Hahah (:
See Jer! Your jokes aren't always a failure ;D

[Edit]
I almost forgot!
There was this part in cat class, where the YLs asked, "What's the first commandment?"
And Alex was targeted. So he was frantically flipping through his book for an answer, when suddenly he came across a part that said, "I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD". He read it really convincingly, and everyone laughed .(:
His facil then saved him by showing him the commandment. Hahah.
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Pretty good day today, if you ask me (:
I MISSED THE CHURCH PEOPLE.
& KIMBERLY, YOU ARE STILL MY BEST FRIEND KAY, LOVE YOU (:

remember this kim? I lost most of the other shots except for this one :D
less than three, 'sister' ♥

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Friday, May 7, 20109:46 PM

I LOVE YOU AOP GROUP 3! (:
♥

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TOUCH RUGBY!

9:30 PM

best pe lesson besides the captain ball's one (:

My group was TOM AND JERRY.
Izzah's group was NINJA TURTLES.

Thus, you get...

TOM AND JERRY
VS
NINJA TURTLES

Awesome right? (:
Touch rugby is like if you touch the person who's holding the ball, they must either pass or drop it.
Which is one of the reasons why i constantly screamed "touch touch touch touch touch" while playing. It was so funny that i kept laughing and falling onto the grass (:

I LOVE RUGBY :D.

Tom and Jerry:

Captain - KONG RUITING
members- Me, Fionna, Hevina, Alex, Linh (:

Can't remember if there were more... WELL, it was fun. Really...
hm.. (:

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Tuesday, May 4, 201010:04 PM

Korkor, thank you so much.
I love you.

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May, already...

9:50 PM

Time flies.
Its already May.
NIGEL & JEREMY & WANDA's BIRTHDAYS ARE COMING!! (:
This year is almost half gone.
Wow.

Well, haven't had time to blog much.
I'll make up for it when i can.
I have a Lit PBQ and an SS essay to do now.
Sigh. I'm tired, all i want to do is study emath.

I shouldn't have slept late the other day.

Oh yes, and I GOT OWNED.
(Your welcome Jer. I can't believe i always have to write this.)
NOT GOING TO EXPLAIN.

Went to army market today though.
With Maryam.
GOOD THING I WENT WITH HER.
That place is creepy. If she went alone, she could have gotten raped.
The juniors better stop losing stuff, because i refuse to continue letting my levelmates head there so often. IT. IS. DANGEROUS. No joke.

Bus-ed home with Maryam (:
NUMBER 7. HAHA :D
We always talk a lot on the bus, and have fun talking nonsense too!
Yay! I love you Maryam! (:

Well, i'll blog when i have time.
I have to finish my post about last sunday, i'll do it... soon...

Okay, that's it! (:

♫ Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way
Hey, little chica from Guadalupe
That thing you got behind you is amazing

Now, I don't speak Spanish, Japanese or French
But the way that body's talkin' definitely makes sense
It's her, her body, her body, her body language ♫

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Monday, May 3, 20108:28 PM

Please, don't do it.
For me.
i love you.

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& sunday was awesome.

12:28 PM

Yesterday, was awesome.
Jer played his violin really well.
Kim and me talked quite a lot during mass :P (oops!)
But at least we didn't fall asleep.
Talked to Jer after mass, almost stole the itouch (again!) and met Nicole Chin before her mass.

I'll elaborate later.
I just want to eat lunch now. HAHA :D

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12:24 PM

Hi,

NO SCHOOL TODAY!

& that's why i'm happy.
*smiley face!* (:

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