Dear reflection in the mirror,

Sometimes, i stare at you and see the wonderful person I am inside and realise that i'm not really that horrible looking and i'm quite okay, and there are people who love me for who i am. Other times, i see you as this terribly mean monster who wants to eat people up. Sometimes i think you're inferior and not as pretty as other girls. I think you look fat sometimes. Then, i remember that God loves me and so many people love me. (:

With love,
Jacq!

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Dear Seow,

there's super a lot of things i want to tell you, but i can't. I don't know why.
Something stops me, but i don't know what it is, probably instinct. I still don't know how much i can trust you sometimes. I still trust you quite a lot already, by the way...

With Love,
Jacq

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Dear Jeremy,

You changed it.
You altered it.
I don't know if that was good of bad, but you did.

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Dear Zhi Xin,

I wish we could go for PSS all over again and be so totally retarded that the facils thought we were nuts, hahaha. (:
PSS♥

With Love,
Jacq!

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Dear Matthew,

Please, keep the promise.

With love,
Jacq

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Dear Nadira,

I know what happened the other day was a little harsh from you. I can honestly say that I don't feel the way they do. I wasn't lying. I hope you don't feel too upset. You're a wonderful friend, okay? Don't think too much about anything. I'll always be here for you. See ya in bio kay!

With love,
Jacq!

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I have more than one favourite memory.
A lot of them are irreplaceable, and they're all favourites.

Dear Kimberly, Matthew, Grace, Maddie, Nicole Chin, Nigel, Fionna, RuiTing, Amanda, Kara, Naman, Hannah, Gabe, Nicole Lim, Beatrice, Charmaine, and all my levelmates,

Thank you for all the memories,
i don't think i'll ever forget them.

With Love,
Jacq!

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Dear Mommy,

I love you very much! (:
x

With love,
Jacq!

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Dear Amanda Soo,

Let's try to forget what happened before, okay?
Sorry levelmate ):

With Love,
Jacq

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Dear Rowena,

I've judged you before, and i'm really sorry about it.
I didn't even know who you were, but i judged you and it was wrong.
Please forgive me!

With love,
Jacq

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Dear unnameable-person-who-broke-my-heart-the-hardest,

You wouldn't know you did it, unless i told you that you did.
You'd think that i'm not affected by you, but i am.
I'm greatly affected by most things you do...

With Love,
Jacq

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Dear S,

I think of you.
A lot.
Everytime i've got something to say, my first thought is that i MUST tell you.
I love talking to you.
Heehee (:
Can't get you outta my head...

With love,
Jacq

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Dear Me,

I wish I could be more hardworking. That i could be a better friend to my best friends and all my other friends. I feel so terrible when i let them down. I wish I was more confident of myself and not so afraid to stand up to others. I wish i was prettier. (Gosh, that was materialistic...) I wish I didn't make as many mistakes in my life. I wish, I could change so many things, yet, i'm still quite content with who i currently am.

With love,
myself

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Dear Kat,

I always remember you as being super friendly. We used to take bus in kindergarden together, with Jon too, remember? I think that you used to be in a different Maris Stella class from me. I can't really remember anyone else from there besides you two, seeing as I changed kindergarden after about half a year. LOL. Good thing we're still in the same church (: I don't think you've changed much though, you still seem pretty much the same. That's a good thing. Wish we could all go back to those times on the bus when life was carefree and easy. Love you!

With love,
Jacq!

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Dear Tom,

I wonder how you are now. The last time i saw you, we were 3 and playing in OUR backyard.(Or garden, whatever you call it, it's the same...) Did you cut your blonde hair or did you keep it sort of long-ish? Do you have a long fringe? ARE YOU EMO? Hahahaah. I wish i could find you on facebook. It's been such a long time, but you were my first best friend and i don't think i can ever forget it. Oh yes, i miss your Grandma too. She was especially nice to me and always let me go over to your place to play. How are your brothers? Still exceptionally mean, i suppose? Hm, i wonder if you still live in the same house. Next time i'm in london, i'm visiting my old house, and gonna visit yours! Heehee (:

With love,
Jacq!

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Dearest Kimberly♥,

I wish we weren't in different schools. If you were in my school i could bug you for at least half an hour a day and it'd be so much easier to tell you everything and anything. I don't like only seeing you once or twice a week. I feel like because of this "distance" we maybe drifted a little..(?) Especially that time in June. DAYM.
I miss you the most even though i see you every saturday because i like the fact that you're always there for me when i need you.
I love you!

With love,
Jacq! (:

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Dear Ana,

It's weird. It's not like we're strangers, but yet sometimes i feel so distant from you.
Remember p6 ? We were like sisters. I miss being so close to you. At least now we're still friends, right? (:

With love,
Jacq!

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Dear LEVELMATES,

I'm sorry for all the times when my attitude has driven you guys up the wall. When i've had crazy mood swings and words came out of my mouth faster than i could think about what i was saying. Sorry if i've ever hurt you'll during any of these times. Thank you for also always supporting me and being there for me.
I hope you guys can forgive me.

With love,
Jacq

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Dear person-who-caused-me-a-lot-of-pain,

i can't mention your name here, but i forgive you for everything. You probably don't even know that i'm referring to you. That was in the past, and it's behind us.
I love you now, though.

With love,
Jacq

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Dear Maria Bui,

I'm sad that you've left us, even though i didn't know you that well. I can't help wondering how it'd be like for you to see me as your eldest sister's close friend a few years from now. How you'd maybe talk to me the way Marianna does, and how she always asks me to send her stuff on Pet Society. Would you be like that too? Or would you have ended up as stubborn as Mads because she think you're just like her. I miss you. I'm glad you're in heaven now, and that you're no longer suffering. I really would've like to seen you grow up though....
RIP Maria.♥

With love,
Jacq

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